
I never said I liked kids. In fact, I often
mention that I have a fear of kids. They say that you fear things that you
cannot control and that is the main reason of why I am wary of any human
under the age of ten. Unluckily for me the Chiba Board of Education
didn't believe in the seriousness of my phobia and assigned me to
teach English to Elementary School students once a week. The day I
found out was the name night I went out and had a drink.
That
next day at 2:00pm, I showed up at Honcho Elementary school and fell
though the looking glass. The kids with all their enthusiasm
wouldn't let you do anything but fall in love with them. By the time
the little devils were through with me I wanted to adopt them all.
It's amazing the energy, the innocence, the curiosity of a child that
wants to see and touch. And yes they did touch. Some wanted to
rub my skin like it was a piece of silk, others snuck up when I wasn't
looking and my head was gently tugged back as they touched my hair.
They laughed and giggled at my gestures, sang along with my English songs,
went crazy over Simon Says, and squealed during the pass the monkey games.

To them English was a wonderful present and my walking though the door
made their day. I will never forget Kenta, the fifth year student,
who escorted me around the school on the first day and asked me if I knew
Bill Gates. This little boy whose favorite sport was soccer and
favorite subject was English blew me away with his perfect American accent
and willingness to take on extra homework. We could have a
conversation on the weather, his weekend activities, his schedule and
more. Mind you he's never been out of Japan.
I had the time of my life with the kids and I enjoyed
teaching with some of the best teachers I have had the blessings to meet.
While playing games and teaching kids to love language, I discovered how
it felt to be adored....It's was a heady feeling that rushed to my head.
When I left on that final Friday afternoon, I got
on my bike and blinked
back tear. I left a piece of my heart at that school and although it
hurts to look at the pictures, I have to smile. No
pain...No gain. I no longer fear kids...